Tuesday, May 29, 2007

my bloody tan is itching like mad.
and the worse thing is that,
there seems to be no colour difference.

urgh.

and the redness is still taking its own sweet time to fade,
and i have to wait till it recovers before i tan more
in case of serious skin burns.
urgh.
i hope it recovers in time for clubbing tml.

as yu can seee,
yes it is zoukie tml.
time to destress and release.
oooow.... get low~...

hais.


hais.


zouk webbie says free entry on this wed.

for real or not?


just when i thought all things are going on fine,


other thoughts start to penetrate my tired-out mind.


hais.


why cant things remain sweet and simple.

damm all.

Monday, May 28, 2007

i mean to stop this.




but i am really breaking down.


the thought has been swarming in my mind for the past 2 days.


this feeling is set to come and go as always.


just freaking ignore them.




this is a command.


i cant keep this in anymore.

i think i am going to burst.

sometimes, i really wonder why that sudden change if thinking in me.
if not.
is it like everytime..
it starting to come around.
again.

i know it is stupid.
and dumb.
but have i been used from the very beginning?

i have drained my own supplies.
my emotions.
sometimes, i feel so ....
I really cant see the road.
a choking mist forming.

will i be able to commit any further.




or am i just thinking too much into it.?


i feel sick.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

i just re-dyed my hair black.
and i got his shirt totally stained.

i think i am having slight allergic reactions to the dye cause i am itching.
yikes.

no more spending.
urgh. when GSS starts. today.
no money.
and i so wanna get the zara-inspired bag.
so pretty in white.
arh.

i am so sad.
boohoohoo.

:(

Thursday, May 24, 2007

i have decided.



i will go claim my bag with the last leftover ang bao money.


man.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

forgive me.
for i have sinned.

ever since i have ended my contract with SLA,
it has been a torture.

cause i cant seem to find a job.

give me one.
i swear..
i am very goot lat one.
really. *bigeyes*

my money supple has been running lower and lower..
and i just splurged on myself just now.
oops!

i am $98 poorer now.
but one guess watch more.
black and big and blingbling just the way i like it.
but it was retailing at $196.

i then bought a miu-miu inspired bagbag.
damm.

but i love them so much!

shopping with girlies are always mch loved.
especially if they are always accompanied ith crap.
heee.

so do comfort me yeah.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

so today's the big day.
is the day we officially graduate from tp.
crawling up early in the morning to prepare for school is something i have not done in a long long while.
man.
i think i am going to miss going to school.

putting on the grad gown,
i must say there has been never seen so many harry potter look-a-likes congregating together before.
ha!
yu bet we look like one.

the heels were killing me,
my ex-blister came to life again.
thanks to the heels from cny.
urgh.
but they are pretty ok!

loads of pictures were taken.
its just a pity the whole gang werent there.
hai.

anyway,
the speech given by a fellow coursemate really invoked many memories of TAS back to me.
i admit i was feeling a little emotional during that part.

went off with baobeii after the ceremony after failing to get my tuna sandwich
the buffet was completely wiped out.

went to his palce to slack off for a while.
after which we left to walk walk.
thanks to him forgetting to bring his keys out.
we had an enjoyable walk from orchard to plaza singapura.
this is one of the most enjoyable gia gias i ever had with him.
loads of shopping at my fave places
topshop+f21+zara+tangs
man!
bought a top for him and myself.
which we both like so very much.
hey i manage to find cheap finds yet again.
and i am so proud of it!

in the midst of all the walking,
we were also kind of pigging out.
oldchangkee+xingwang
i finally had mango ice again.
spekaing about xingwang
the staff there (i shant name the nationality, if yu know good for yu)
are so bloody unprofessional and sucky.
i ordered a mang guo bing and he took it as mang guo bu ding.
hello.
the big diffirence in mango ice and mango pudding.
one is so big and tall,
and the other is so freaking small.
and yu still have the cheek to insist and give me the stupid face that i ordered mango pudding.
thank god i was feeling damm elated,
or else, yu could have expected total shit form me.
if yu think i am in the wrong then yu are wrong.
cause too bad, yu din repeat yur order to check again.
knn, lao niang just graduated from a hospitality and management course ok.
i can jolly well take out the notes to show yu.

anyways, another good news.
ha!
we were on telly.
i mean tp and our grad ceremony was on telly.
and they chose to have a snippet of me doing the runway.
ha!
talking about good taste.
ha.
anyone saw?
i was damm excited when ah mu called baobeii to double reconfirm if it was me.
i was chattering and chattering about it.
till baobeii prolly could take it no more.
ha!
i went back to catch the channel u news. - nothing
channel 5 news. - nothing
channel 8 news. - bingo!
lol.
i almost rolled off the bed laughing at myself strutting.
saved the best for the last.

anyway sengs and i were feeling during the hip hop performance,
we decided maybe we should pick up hip-hop dance!
sengster for real ah!
heee.

suet is a happy girl. cause so many nice things happen today.
loves.loves.loves!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

*yo-yo.. aunty in the house*

yest, irritating RE staff trying to know more about my grades and her fetish for asking for GP. no offence, but she prolly is a heavily engrossed jc etudiant. nv even apologise. so much for being well-educated. *laughs.

ended my work dam early. so decided to go catch a movie whilst waiting for the rest. wanted to catch 200 pounds beauty but it was sold out. golly. decided on 28 weeks later. which yu guys should catch. other than the bloodified theme, it also reflects how fragile yet strong love can actually be. anyways, the guy beside me was prolly bitching to his gf about how i keep covering my face with my palms. stop being a kaypo!

after nuaing around after movie, we FINally met and headed to hip diners for dinner and to see dearest hongyan ge! ha. i had sausages. and i still cant finish. talked a whole heap of cock. and thanks to the girls, seng's boss knows all my ugly pasts. *wheay..* how could yu.. i am suppose to be the ever holy con to him! ha! but anyway... pretties always have black backgrounds. hee.

hey. we still have chillino date. when?

Sunday, May 13, 2007

i am still freaking jobless.
anyone bothers to look at my resumes?


i am just pretty worrried about my finances...

i hope i have more than enough to get by..


what happens when yur mum goes to sleep without eating the cake yu bought for her for mum's day?

throw it.

what happenes when yu realised yu just gorged yourself on some maggi when apparently yu have already lost some weight?

puke it.

what happens when yu think yu might be pregnant?

test it.

what happens when yu think the next week is going to be a lonely week?

live it.

what happens when yu know yu dun have any idea where yu want to go?

walk it.

Saturday, May 12, 2007

man. how can yu just not lourve them!

Friday, May 11, 2007

bloody hell.

so i fell sick like a chicken yesterday at the stroke of 5am.
bouts of vomits and laosai-ing.
and the stomach rumbling.
i swear i almost died.
urgh.

and the stupid poly doctor does not even know what is it...
whether it is food pisoning or stomach flu or virus in my tummy.
and he kept burping in my face.
yuckss!

and i almost half alive now.
bless that i can get well immediately.

hai.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

i am starting to lose interest in life.

yu know what can cheer me up?





it will have to be that damm letter from SIM.

and i do hope they hear me!

hello~youthere?


been loadies of events happening.
but i guess i have just been slacking my time away.



i ended my contract.
and till now, i haven sent my resume in.



oops. i think i hear the girlies screaming at me. *squints*



clubbing fantic last wed.
i think i did something i should not.
as long as the bf does not find out.
which i dun think he will.
keep this secret for the holy one puh-lease.



so i have been slacking and eating.
succumbing.. even surrendering myself to not jogging mentality.
but thankfully, i got it back again.
and i think i am going to jog again tml before work.
heee.



wow! i haven been eating proper meals for a long long while.
and yest's lunch of chicken rice kindly sponsored by the bf was so FULL-filling.
man.
after that was my treat at 85 market.
he was practically counting down to 8pm.
5 more hours..
4 more..
3 more..
till we both fell asleep from all that counting.
and then..... 45 mins more! when i woke up to catch jia you jing sun!
man!
the entire table was filled.
oulua+carrotcakewhite+chickeewings+satay+barchormee+sugarcanelemon

and i finally got him the right OL!
bar chor mee was so good!
i think i ate so much more than him.
man.
but!
he ate 3 chickeewings, me 1.
he ate 7 sticks of satay, me 3.
he ate 3/4 of carrot cake, me the rest.
so i guess we are equals.
even if i did wolf down the bowl of barchormee.
anyway,it was giggles the whole day..
from all the crapping.. and the big bombastic fart from the fat lady after 85.
ha!



and to think we had a major fight on sunday that made me wanna give up.
thinking back on that.
maybe i really dun understand him.
what is actually meant by that term anyway.
liao jie yi ge ren dao di shi she me?
and i dunno if he really felt that he was in the wrong.
or as per normal trying to break the ice between us after the fight.
acting nice and cuddly.
hai.
sometimes.
i really feel we can be so fragile.
it made me realise sometimes as much as i want to let go, my heart tells me no.
what to do?



meeting the girlies tml.
it felt almost eons since we last met.
it is some well-deserved shopping spree.
but i doubt i will spend. cause i am so

broke.



clubbing had been at the other end.
decreasing money level.
plus not wanting to feel guilty.
hmm.
i'm sorry yeeling.
next week?


so cold.






suet misses the lovely girlies!

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

tonight's the night!

oh man!
i am going to meet the girlies in 2 hours time.
and i am so bloody excited.
come to think of it
i feel like a 3 year old about to be given a lolli-candy.
woooo.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

i really dun understand wth is going on inside his head sometimes.
i dun understand why the hell he has to get some uptight and jealous with the girlies.
i freaking cannot understand.

i freaking cant comprehend why the hell he puts words into my mouth.
like eversince did i say they are more important than him.
they are equally important.
why when the lunch is at 12-1pm.
he thinks is an excuse for me to say it is obstructing me meeting him after his work ends at 2.
i fucking cannot undestand.
really.
i just want to know if he is so going to meet his frens
how the hell am i supposed to know when he has never given me a definite answer.
urgh!
i am so pissed off.
i really am.
why cant men like him think more straight at times.
so is this time supposedly my fault too.
fuck with it.
cant he just tell i am just telling him i can bend my schedule
just as long as he confirms with me whether he s going to meet his frens.
which is if he is not,
i can take my time to do things head to kellyservices and recruit after lunch.
if he is not,
i shall head to recruit then to lunch then to kellyservices
then to meet him.
why the hell does he think that i am just being insistent about meeting mine.
AH!


sometimes.

he really fucking pisses me off!

urgh!


yesterday was another girlies night out.
finally saw that little girl -shushu.
so long since i last saw her!
goodness.
that poor girl slipped in the toilet before coming out.
and bumped her toe.
goodness.
it was purple by the the time we met her!
ahyo.
shushu! pls be careful!
after much contemplating,
it was to xingwang for makan and chill session.
the mango ice really rocks my shoes off man!
god!
i wanna eat more!

so yest was my last day at SLA.
full day of slacking anyway.
got to find another job.
any recommendations?

yeah!
suetster shall be a happy girl.
cause i will be heading to the much missed dance floor tml with partner!
after cold-turkeying for so long,
i could not stand it any much longer before i beeped yeeling.
ha! she had the same thing on her mind too!
so why not!
oh man! i swear i haven been so happy and excited in a long long time!
goodness!

yes.today is suppoesed to be full tanning day for me.
and the sun refuses to put his blazing ass out.
forever like tt.
yu bet i am pissed.
urgh.
taning trip failed!
urgh!


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